I'm still alive!

hello pple,

sorry, haven't been blogging much. been pretty busy the past few days.

my room-mate, miss teo, went back to singapore a couple of days ago for a break. woo.. im so excited for her. she hasn't been back home for about 2 years already and she totally deserves this trip.

on another note...... her going back home got me thinking about how i will feel if i were to go back singapore.

the feeling ---- very SCARED.

i don't know why. i'm not sure if is because i have been in the states for so long already and have really gotten used to life here or is it because singapore is changing so fast that i'm afraid that i might not be equipped to handle all the changes.

some things that i foresee will throw me off are:

1) kay-cheong people who are forever rushing

2) weekends are not weekends

3) the peace and quietness that i'm so used to here in tucson. the pace of life in singapore is just insane

4) i can't stand rude and inconsiderate people and apparantly singapore has more of such people

5) being able to have my own space

however, a part of me do want to go home ----- MY FAMILY.

damn, life is hard!