feeling quite shitty today.

someone, pls give me the definition of friendship.

is it true that there are some people out there who even though will do alot of things for you, care alot for you and remember what you like to eat, but then like to bicker with you too all the time??

he likes to see me irritated, and i wonder why. this is pretty bloody childish. yesterday i was reading daily bread. the topic was about inner peace.

Isaiah 53:7-9 (New International Version)

7 He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth.

8 By oppression ^[a] and judgment he was taken away.
And who can speak of his descendants?
For he was cut off from the land of the living;
for the transgression of my people he was stricken. ^[b]

9 He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
and with the rich in his death,
though he had done no violence,
nor was any deceit in his mouth.

i want to be like jesus. no matter what was said, sometimes it is okay to remain quiet . no only do i want to be quiet, i want to not even have any emotional feelings stirred in me.

i used to be very irritated and sick to my stomach with all the stupid arguments and senseless comments going back and forth but as time goes by, i am getting more and more immune and feeling rather emotionless towards this friend.

i hope i will still continue to have some love in this friendship as time goes on.