going home

i like to think about stuff. even when i'm studying, my mind is off somewhere on a short vacation before it gets back to reality.

while studying for exam this morning, this thought came to my mind. the reason why we get frustrated is because we have options in life. if there is no way out, we don't have to think much and just have to take that path

i'm graduating this december. i could/might stay in US and work OR go back singapore. see, that's what i call options. when i first came to the states, i really wanted to have my ass rooted here but then as years passed, i'm actually fine with going back home. my friends are asking me to go back, my grandma kept on asking when would i be back.. all these will make my heart ache.

sometime, i would dream about wau... how shiok it is to have high tea and shopping on saturdays with my auntie, chilling out with drinks on fridays with my friend.

the only thing that is pulling me back is the working culture. you see, i'm that kind of person who needs a life. the world does not only revolve around work and study. if not for this HUGE ISSUE in singapore, i would have gone straight home coz i am most happy when my family and friends AND MARK are around me. they just make my life WHOLE.

anyhow, i don't really have to think that hard coz i know God is in control. i just want to say that i'm prepared to go home and am actually smiling at the thought of that ;)

*just hope that if i do go home. i'll end up with a nice boss*