have been back for 4 days already. still trying hard to adjust back to quietness.

it was not a smooth ride back frm taipei to LA. the tuberlance was driving me nuts. i have been flying so often and i never once felt nausea before. this is the bloody first time that i was looking for that BAG. it lasted for a solid an hour and a half.

this trip back home gave me alot of time to do some serious thinking (thank God for that extra 3 PRECIOUS weeks). one thing i realised is that when i'm back, whether is chilling out with my friends or spending time with my family, the feeling of happiness is hard to describe.

here, esp since moving to california, i feel contented and thankful most of the time, not necessary happy. i'm thankful to the lord for bringing incredible individuals to my life here but somehow, an important ingredient is still missing.... as what my cousin described when he was in australia.

nothing beats home and also friends whom i have known for so many donkey years who bring so much joy and craziness to my life.