i have alot of things to say but i chose not to.

there are people who are reading this blog that i don't want them to worry about me.

all i can say is that california is very pretty. beaches are gorgeous, great places to shop & eat, weather is fantastic, a wonderful place above my head and a good job.

but to me, this city is too pretty to touch and why the intense emptiness in me?

somehow along the road, i have forgotten how to be strong and happy.