monsoon

it is raining very heavily now. i'm doing my homework and listening to chinese songs at the same time. i don't know why, the whole combination reminds me of home.

i used to feel sad when i listen to chinese songs... some of them can really pierce through your heart.. however, now as i'm to listening to them, i don't really feel much emotions stirring inside me..i feel very at peace..hmm..even though i am dealing with a sucky class right now, quarrel with mark, worry about looking for a job.. i have come to term that these things are just part and parcel of life.

is that growing up?