off-track thought! (short vacation time for my brain while doing my homework)

~ 10 more weeks before the semester ends.

should i be worried about getting a job? you bet! sometime it is quite disappointing to hear that just because you are not a citizen here and that some companies DO NOT SPONSOR H1 visa, they would not be considering you for the position.

i know i should be feeling happy and blessed. why?? because:

1) my parents, aunt and brother are all coming over.

2) i'll be flying over to VEGAS to join them before they come over here. PARIS BUFFET!! after that, we will be going over to cali cali fornia (my aunt's place) and that we will all be spending x'mas together!!

3) i DO NOT have any final exam.

4) i have alot of friends who are going to graduate with me at the same time.

5) i have a spa massage certificate, complimentary of mark. he gave me that during my birthday and it is at starr pass resort. i am going to use it before my graduation! i heard that the place is frikin nice.

i am not feeling like seriously sad or whatever, just abit discouraged. i know that i should be happy with all the above but i just can't bring out that feeling of being happy. i just hate uncertainties. i keep on reminding myself to be patient coz God makes everything beautiful in his time.