you said that we didn't trust you. i want to tell you that the trust was there till the words came out from your mouth.

louanne trusted you till the very last minutes. when she saw the 2nd latest post in your blog, she still held on to the fact that you could be referring to someone else.

as for me, after the last msn we had, you told me that i shouldn't judge you first and at the end of it, i DID believe that there is more to the surface and that YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING.

for 3 years that i have known louanne, i have never seen her shedding a single tear over friendship problems.

also, do not think that i am violent. NEVER IN MY LIFE have i smashed my hand into the wall and neither have i slammed the door at a friend. this is the very first time and it didn't hurt as much as the things YOU SAID TO US.

so what if he was the one who initiated this relationship and that you tired you best in helping him and his wife. the FACT is that in the end, you DID END UP WITH HIM.

you know what is so disappointing and sad. that, you said that we always think that we are wise, very high and mightly. if we don't even give a DAMN SHIT about you, we wouldn't even bother talking to you about this.

YES. we are at fault too. you know what is it. it is that we too fucking care about this friendship that we have with you. THIS IS OUR DAMN FAULT.