Random thoughts

i found something pretty amusing when i went for a run on the trendmill this evening. so... that's a TV in the clubhouse and there was nobody there, instinctively i went to change the channel to ------------------ Food Network.

after running for a while, i'm like...hmm.. this is not right. i'm running here and at the same time, i'm happily watching Food Network. quite ironic isn't it? i can't help but laugh at myself. oh well.. food is never far from our thoughts regardless of where we are or what we are doing. singaporeans!!!

BUT i think clifton is even WORSE. the reason why he work out is so that he can eat more. IT IS NOT TO LOSE WEIGHT OR TO TONE HIS BODY.

anyhow on a more serious thought.

i used to be a pretty emotional person, esp when people leave, i will feel really sad and stuff. however, after coming to the united states, i realised that i tend to take alot of things pretty lightly. i came to realise that alot of things are not permanent anymore. yah.. you can have really good friends but maybe in a few years' time, they might have to move to another city OR the place that you have been staying for years, it is still only an apartment that you rent.

i'm kind of tired about saying good byes. i'm tired of packing and unpacking. i'm tired of bringing my photo frames everywhere i go.

when and where is home?

hey, don't get me wrong. i'm really happy with my new environment. the weather here is great. the co-workers are really cool and funny (up till now) and given the great proximity to los angeles downtown, i can go to the beach or factory outlets anytime i want. God has blessed me adundantly. i have no complaints.

just that... just that...having something permanent at some point in life would be nice.